Innocent - David Cook

you know it yrself &
you dont need me to spell it out.
im totally not, not interested kay.
just go do whatever you want, idontcare.

I just realised, tmrw's Tuesday.
Which is N level Eng Oral. Like omgggg.
I dont know. Garett had hers today, & i hope everything will go well hur?
Yeap, i'll just leave it up to God. (:

School was just like any other day,
which seems never ending.
I dont even understand a shit about Probability laaaaaa.
Lessons ended @ 2pm.
190-ed down to town, to meet BFF Garett and Cherann.
BFF Lorraine and Andrea couldnt make it lah! ):
But anw, lunch @ TAKA w the girlies and talked. ALOT .
Left around 530 to meet Pat at CCK interchange.
Slacked @ Pat's Condo, till 7plus and train-ed home.

YES, the most upsetting thing,
GERMANY LOST TO SPAIN. ):
Though i was positive against Spain, i still want the Germans to win laaaa ):
Alright, whats over, is over.
& Yeah, EURO08 Title goes to SPAIN. (:

To each of his/her owns.
Everyone has their problems.
But i believe God will guide us/them thru. (:


Before Tuesday begins tmr,




















♥ ♥

9 Crimes - Damien Rice

Saturday
Sentosa Island Love With Service member & the girlies.
yeah, bused down to meet the rest of the ppl @ Harbourfront.
The weather was somehow great, praise god! (:
Garett, Cherann Lorraine and I was like damn colddddd laaaa.

Palawan beach.
Settled down and played beach games with service members.
yeah, it was fun tho i perspired and wet my teeshirt.
& yeah, Garett and I find Cherann quite sad, which i dont know why,
& so we suggested bringing her to the bar-cafe nearby for liquor.
AND IT HELPED! hahahhahaa.
Talked and slack there, and Pat joined us in a while.
Pat drank San Miguel? yeah.
Pooled there and slacked until it drizzled.
Rain stopped, went for phototaking and nightfell.

We crossed over to the bridge and had dinner there.
And the view was like awesome!
And emo mode was about to arise laaaaa.
Tensions in between but everythings fineeeeee now. (:
Went to get liquors and slacked.
& i think i really went mad. Really mad.
I lost my senses after 2 sticks and continued.
Drank and fag non-stop till cherann cant stand it and gave me a good lecture.
I dont knw what came to me, and i threw the rest of the 5 sticks down to the sea.
yeah.
But i continued drinking tho.
& i dont remember what happen next.
The next thing i knew, i was already at the bottom of my house.

According to Cherannnnnn,
I was like giggling like some crazy person and hugged like idontknowwho.
And Antonia was councilling me, but i dont remember?
Took JeremyTan's car home.
Home at 12plus, shower and slept immedietly.

Sunday
Hangover.
Didnt wanta go for post-con lessons.
But Cherann sms woke me up la. Yeah,
and so i went. Good thing i did!
Had P&W sesssions, group sharing and testimonies.
Cherrrr is damn cute during her speech, i swear! heh.
Attended mass together, and lunch with daddy at home.
Slept awhile, took pills and slept again.
Woke up, and studies a little of BIO la huh.
&&&&&
I just ended my call with CHERANN not long ago.
We were like on the line with each other for like 2 hrs? or so.
omgosh, its like 7 more days till Sunday.
ARGH.
EURO08 Finals later. GER V ESP
I'll go for Germany i guess. (:


Just a short note:
I missssss cher, garett, lorraine and andreaa alot now.
May god shower blessings upon them yeah.
N level orals this week, mixed feelings.
But yeah, i believe god has plans for me. (:

Always be my baby

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

This song best describe mhy feeling nowwww.

Tell you what.
my life is in a mess now, cos of you.
i dont care, like i really dont if you wana like go have your own friends or whatesover,
so why must you care about mine anyway.
you treat me as a friend, and yeah, i treat you back as a friend to.
And as what ground do you have to restrict my social life.
And i get really annoyed by the fact that you disregarded my feeling and say things you're not supposed to say.
The fact is i fagged and drink is not cos of you. Its the cause of what you've caused me.
The mark is there.

Dare you to move - Switchfoot ♥

i know what ure thinking.
I'm like so whatever already la k.
Im not in the wrong, and i dont think i am.
Pls dont assume. & im not ready for it yet.

1st thing:

I MISS:

Garett, Cherann, Lorraine, Andrea,

& the SJC girlies alot nowwwzz!

Friday:

Stayover @ Cherann's place.

It was sososososososo like cool.

Cher just mentioned it, & it really happened huh, Garett?

heh. Went over Cher's place in the afternoon with Garettsweets to slack.

& i learned to play the guitar! :D

left her place around 6pm to go for dinner @ Warren Golf Club with some of Daddddy's friends.

yeah, left the place around 11pm after pool and had a fight with family.

Cried and had a brawl. ):

And yeah, its overnow, i forgive. (:

Went over to Cher's place ard 3am and ate abit.

CAMWHORED before we sleep at around 5am and squeezed in a queen size bed with 3 other lovelies. Woke up at 12 going 1. Slacked and prepare for the later BBQ at church.

Saturday:

Slacked at Cher's Place. Lorraine went back to change laaaa.

So it was Cher, G & I.

I was guitaring! (:

Left Cherann place at around 5?

Cabbed down to church and met up w Lorraine! (:

Went to prayers room and to the BBQ session.

Left church @ 10pm.

Met Sher, chersee and Jo for supper @ CCK interchange.

Slept @ 1am.

Sunday:

11pm mass.

Fellowship w the facils and fellow confirmant.

Lunched together @ HUPCHOON. hhahahahahahha.

Took photos and Cherann, Lorraine & Andrea went off to study.

Garett and I went off to BT to play pool.

Home @ 6.

Praise the Lord; (:

Mighty to save!

I guess i've rested enough.
& i've really got ALOTALOT of things to say, & to stress about.
Just like 5 days ago, i'm like damn reluctant for church, or for camp.
& i feel the repel now. Like totally different.
I felt like a total changed person & fresh. (: GREAT!
Con camp stretches for threeeeeeee days, which i feel its damn SHORT! ):

Priceless is my con camp group. (:
& its damn amazing. I LOVEEEEEEEEEE Priceless Please.
With Antonia and Iwan as our group Facils.
I swearrrrrrr Iwan's damn hell funnayyyyy.
& yeah, praise and worship is my damn hell FAV moment. Like damned?
I had never thought P&W could be so strong and like so spiritual?
Presense of the holy spirit can be felt and love is around. (:
By the 3rd day, the whole lot of us was like jumping as we were singing, "One Way, Jesus".
Amazing.

Another thing to stress about is the bond we share.
Before con camp, we were damn obviously in cliques. yeah.
But like after con camp, we were no longer in clique and were like hugging each and other.
Esp on the second night, we actually prayed together & squeeeeezed and slept together.
Its so dammmmmned cool, i swear!
It was like a bond, i had neverrr ever experienced before.
& this is something, i can never forget, for the rest of my life?

Tons of things have been running through my mind ever since camp ended.
I felt omgosh guilty for not commiting myself to church for my whole 15 years.

Today is the fifteenth, which is also our Confirmation Day.
I;ve never been so happpppy before, like seriously.
I was like almost in tears like upon recieving my cerificate of confirmation.
Thanks god, and praise god. & there are also 57 more people walking this journey with me.
Which i thanks alot. Alot.

Hahahhahahahahaha, & yeah, after massss, WE rushed over to the other building for photo-taking. With 100 over people plus all the service team members. (:
& also with the girlies and PRICELESS.
There are like ALOT of photos taken lahhhhhh!
ohwellls, had lunch with family, aunties and cousins to cel.
Cousin Symeon was also confirmed. :D

Kayzz, i'm g'na post-pictures. (:

Dorm

Confirmation

Pricelesssss!

A note for the girlies:

Cherann, Garett & Lorraine,

I loveeeee you three & i miss you guys right now!

Pray and seek god yeah. (: LLLLOVE

Always be my baby - David Cook ♥

Alright, I'm so lost of words now.
Back from Con Camp 08.
Its was like, the best thing that had ever ever i say happened to me?
But i'm like reallyreally tired now, from the lack of sleep during camp.
Just wana stress one issue,

I totally miss the SJC girlies alotalot now. ):
Cherann,
Garett,
Lorraine,
Andrea,
Nicolette,
Trisha,
Iris,
Stefanie,
Vanessa,
Kathleen,
Rachel,
PRICELESS,
th rest. ♥♥

Lord God, Thank you.

Better in time - Leona Lewis

I'm like so not in the mood now.
Tmr, which is 15th June, will be the Confirmation Camp.
I dont really wana go tho. & aloso not in the mood to go.
I dont know what the organisers are gona do or whatsoever.
Kay, but this is sort of like a MUST thing to go, before being confirmed.
& the next thing i knew, my bag is not even packed yet.
I've like just ended a conference call with cherann and Lorraine.
They too're also not in the mood for camp. Yeah.

So like now, i needa go pack stuffs and find my sleeping bag for the camp later in the morning.
As early as, SEVEN am.
I really need sleep & im gonna do that after packing.
I hope camp would turn out OK, better in time.

Yes, Tell me about it.
I do believe in Karma. The cost of it.
For you take it for granted what i did for you.
& im never gona repeat it again, you get my message?
Yes, Tell me about it.
I do believe in Karma. The cost of it.
For you take it for granted what i did for you.
& im never gona repeat it again, you get my message?

Heaven - Bryan Adams

Mood wasnt right.
Atmosphere wasnt right.
Everything west the opposite side for me.
I dont know what are you thinking or what you wana do.
Your trying to drive me crazy with all the speculation huh.
Sorrry, i'm so not going to do that.


Monday,
Sherlyn Ng's place.
It's like totally my slacking new venue luh.
Lina like singing the the kitchen while cooking.
I dont know whether its cute or annoying hur.
Dad fetch me after work from thr. & had dinnerr @ home.
Onlined later in the night, & had a DAMNED long conver with Randy.
I dont really feel good now, & its 234am now. I need sleeppp, alot.
Well yeah, i believe tmr's gona be a better day. (: