Pa-per-pa-per-paparazzi..

i don't understand how gaga sound so nice on studio versions,
while she sound really damn bad singing live. So weird.

So i finally uploaded photos that i wanted to longlong time ago.
& so i did today! (: Very random ones. Thanks to class phototaking today.
That urged me to faster upload files. heh.

HAHA, Cheryl. This was a month++ ago.
AES toilet somemore. miss u bff. (:



Concrete F&N coursework evidence. hurhur.
This is extremely killing and time consuming. Rights Kar?
But still, we'll camwhore after mugging. Typical. (:






Freaking funny, had class phototaking today.
& after that, we've got out 'own' phototaking time.
For graduating nite. HAHA.
We zomgoshly don't look like 17and18-s with uniforms.
Anyhoooow, i love'em.

See how much fringe i chopped. (:

I met H on the bus today. omgomgomgomgomg. whateverrrrrrrrrrrr.
Hi, if u see this.

I know it's whiny but i'm still affected by my stranded ipod.
I hate long bus rides without my dearest musics.
especially when my way from home to school is an hour and a half in the mornings.
The worst part is, my classes ends almost at 5pm or longer everyday,
& i have to endure the stuffy and squeezy 188, w/o ipod somemore.
So annoying. Omgosh, heart damn pain my 225bucks just flew away like that.

I feel x-tremy demoralised.
The classroom whiteboard writes, '89 days' today.
It's really depressing to see it decreasing each day.
Whatmore is i still got a load of work still foreign to me.
I'm so dead. I think my school's double-tutorial study program is not working on me.
Hows?

I'm like posting from my mobile
and I'm really super sadxxz now. I
freaking hell lost my apple mp3 la!
my whole world crashed la ok. now I had
to go on an uplanned diet so I'll save
enough money again to get another one.
I can really die without my dearest music player.
this sucks a lot. ):

Happy 22nd,JOCHLOEONG!

You know i love you.

I feel soso sad. Know why?

It's jojo's 22nd and i can't even go. ):

If it's not for the F&N's harcore theory prep work tmr,

i would have gone to her partey to cel w her.

Basket! ROARRRRRR.

But on the other hand, I'm like DONE w the

'kickass' F&N's practical exam.

Super funny, we're doing the backward strategy.

Anyhows lah, so much more research to do.

Blahhzxcnvieaasdghx

My social life this week is on the

scale of 1/10.

Other than school peers, Nat's the only one i met.

HAHA.

I hear noises now.

My sadistic neighbour is caning her daughter again.

Poor girl. Screaming like dunno what. ):

Last night mum talked to me bout future plans.
Quite weird.
Mine sounded quite 'bleak'.
Ohwell, at least she treats me like an adult and don't keep things from me.
It's actually ok since i've got at least half a year to settle down.
Sounds quite stupid.
Anyhows la, i need complete my O's then say first.
My mum even contemplated asking me to forfeit taking it.
HAHA.

Connect Group LATER. (:

i feel,

.SKEPTICAL.

Humans are really contradicting.

As it happen almost everyday, everywhere,

& at any time.

Making me very cynical about every single thing, now.

Sadly, i still don't learn from my lessons and

then regret after that and blahblah.

Always having to act igorant at times, tho i know it.

That's why its ironic!

Whenever i tell anyone about my so-called tragedy,

they'll teach me how to counter-attack, but it never once succeeded.

Maybe i'm too dumb to execute it.

Man, i'm destined to suffer such a fate, HAHA.

Longlong lecturing session from sugardaddy about being stupid.

Wana know why?

Its cos of Insignificance.

Had 'O' Level MT Orals today.

& it was corrupted with english. I literally died there.

The passage effing cheee-na biang lo.

Whatever lah. HAHA.

Nat came from rp to tell me their school offers visual audio courses.

Which is super coolios. Cos the ones at np needs like super low points. /:

& yeah man, i just got myself a part-time daddy!

(: x100

Just had a convo with my dear girl, Amanda on msn.

She just made my day luh, tho it's really a short one.

1. I'm finally going back to school tomorrow to study.
2. I'm going to be a good girl and stop cancelling tuition.

Third and most importantly,
I'm going to dedicate 4 months of my time and life, to get really focused on work.
It's just the last 100 or so days. So yeah.
Nat just told me not long that i fantasize too much. /: Whatever luh.

CHERYL, YOU TOO!
hahhaha, we're kinda like on the same boat.
So i'm glad you're suffering cos of work too..
& shows that i'm not alone! Heh.

Home Quarantine by Schooll.
Which make me super bored.
My life at home was just, eat/sleep.
I've never been home at such a long duration before, never.
I'd rather go to school, at least i'm doing something productive. Urgh!!

Speaking of which, i've not seen family for many many weeks already.
The normal gatherings would be every sunday....
but everyone seems to be really busy... as in the 10 kids.
Adults would definitely gather for mahjong and such,
its just the kids.
Myself included, growth sessions with my kids would be on sunday..
which give me an excuse to be lazy and not turn up at palms.
plus school work and all. Giving me really little time with grams. ):

Grams 10 babies.

HAHA.

We all look super ugly and unglam.

Young and super immature looking. Heh.

I don't know when we will take a 2009 one.

Longlonglonglong time ago....

Screw F&Ns luh!

Feeling effing weird.
& its apparently not something really positive.
It's like a super long time since i felt this way.
ok nevermind, i think no one understands what im saying here.
ohwell. maybe its just paranoia....

im so dead la, my F&N coursework's like crap,
and it's due mid-august. sososoosoo many editings to do.
uber siazxxx to the max. literally killing my brain cells;
prelims in 9 weeks, o's in less than 4 month.
so sucky right? ):