Is it just me or what?
Sorry.
Maybe im not worth it.

I hate this
Im losing the inner to the physical self.
I seriously need a reality check.

At least studying could keep my mind of things,
but what happens after that?
I've got plenty of time to drown myself in self-pity.
I reallllly reallly feel damn bad now.
I hate this.

My disease is just acting up once in a while..
It will die out by tomorrow.
So i just needed a space to vent it out.
& it'll probably erupt again some months later.

I hate today. Very very much. Period!